arlo..
sorry ar..
my com sot sot de..
sometimes can go internet sometimes cant..
so cant blame larr..
erm..
i wanna apologise to brenda..
sorry brenda..
i not dun wanna let u say something..
is becos that time i really really very disappointed..
and i dun wanna tok about it anymore..
i scared later u all say half way den i scream at u..
so ar..
i decide not to let u say something..
that time maybe i tok to u very loud..
cos u noe larr..
when a person is very fustrated..
sure tok very loud de..
so i'm here to apologise to u..
hope u can forgive..
and to kaihui..
i noe u all wanna patch up..
but den ar..
i scared 1 of them dun wanna patch up lorr..
erm..
ya..
i agree that friendship are meant to be care but not hate..
but some things is not lyk wad u think..
which is very easy to forget or wad..
some things is very complicated..
and if a person lose one's trust..
it is very hard for him/her to trust that person again...
so ar..
cant blame me..
i got my own thinking..
i not angry..
i jus feel very disappointed..
and maybe huijun also thinks that..
and u all say u all did nth..
but xenia say u all say something..
so me n huijun is in the middle now..
and we dunno hu to trust on..
so very confusing..
and the more u all tok to each other lyk saying secrets..
the more we find it very uncomfortable..
and to clara..
me and huijun got NO secret..
we are jus toking about our life..
so dun think until lyk we are in wrong larr.
i now dunno wad to do..
but jus apologise to brenda..
and hope brenda u lyk the present me n huijun give u...
we spent few hours with our heart on it and hope u lyk it..
and apologise to huixuan that i vandalise ur table..
not all is i vandalise 1 larr..
jus some only..
hope u not angry or wad..
that's all i wanna say..
~signing off

*ShaNice*